tunes: Massive Attack - Everywhen

I want to talk about what I did today, but we're not supposed to, haha. Anyway, it rained like a fucking bitch and I got home drenched. Fuck I am tired. Give me money.

tunes: L'arc en Ciel - Dive to Blue

I know I didn't add those tildes but I don't give a fuck. I got home from work, jubilant as usual then I see my sister looking all distressed and I'm hoping she's just tired. Apparantly, while I was dicking around at work, there was another fight at my house. I'm sick of this shit, it doesn't happen all the time, but I don't like it when this shit happens and I'm not around.

I'm currently eating a cold sandwich from Subway that was my dinner when I went on break at work. My sister said I should throw it behind my laptop so the fan could heat it... that's so fucking ghetto. I'm really tired and I want to play Diablo b/c I'll be busy this whole week, but I can't. I'll be working all day Saturday, Sunday I hope to see Texas Chainsaw Massacre, M-F 9-5 is my unpaid training. I need to find a job after 5 so I can finish paying off my bills. I guess the car and new home will have to wait until next year.

My sister called me, kinda put me in a lousy mood at work, talking about jobs. I know I don't have to do this training, I'm fucking degreed! I should be getting around $30/hour at a good job. Oh well. Ahh, I don't know what to do. I don't want to say what I've been doing about the job sitch, but I've missed some vital interviews that could've netted me some really good money.

Computer stuff... the S-video thing still boggles me.... why the fuck is it still in monochrome? I emailed Dell about it, but I don't know if the problem is my laptop or my television. I have it set to default NTSC and everything looks okay. I keep thinking it has to do with Analog/Digital, but I don't think that is the problem at all. My iPod is acting funny, actually it's MusicMatch Jukebox b/c it can't read the current playlists on the iPod. Arggghhhfuckkk I'm so tired of all this expensive crap. The monitor recently did something annoying and changed colors on my sisters.. it woud fade into blues and such.... the computer is about 3 years old, I've reformatted once and that was for a huge fuckup that I did, I know I logged it in sometime.

Jane told me that Kingdom Hearts is only $20. Greatest Hits? I hate those fucking logos all over the damn cover. Bah, I should just get it for the damn game and ignore all this vanity shit. I'm looking forward to online FF. I'm sure it'll be nothing like D2X, but I have a taste for online PC gaming and it's tasty.

Yeah, I should shut the fuck up and play D2X.

tunes: Kagrra - Kotodama

Considering I just spent about 8 hours playing D2, maybe I should do something aside from playing on the computer. The rents aren't too happy w/me and they shouldn't be right now. What can I say? Job search isn't going very well (I'm still waiting to hear from those folks about the training). I'm hoping to just get a graveyard shift job so I'll have some sort of income. Well, I'll go get something to eat and watch Amores Perros.

tunes: Dir en grey - Obscure 2nd Version PV

Some links haven't been finished yet. I have no idea if I want a link management system (like linkster or something) or if I want one of those folding tree menus. My initial option was to use popups since I didn't want to use the iframes. I could create another section for the content and move the blog down, but I don't know if I want to. Ideas? Otherwise, I haven't made any changes to the site at all.