tunes:Dashboard Confessional - The Places You Have Come To Fear the Most

Everyone looked so professional and prim and proper today in their business suits. I was greatly amused :) I wish everyday we dressed in business suits. Look so dignified and important. I have status, I'm somebody, I have shrimp chips, I'm missing donuts. The presentations were great, I'm proud of everyone, haha. I read 3-4 chapters, skipped a lot of nonessential information (IMO) such as the garden scene in Story of the Stone and the poems/couplets segments. There were actually some funny scenes in the story, like how Bao Yu needs to reform, such as refrain from eating lipstick. Let's remember that this novel is centuries old. I didn't think they ate lipstick back then. I wonder if it's made from fish scales and odd animal parts, like it is now. Or whatever. The fuck.

My dad got back from the Philippines a few hours ago. It was so pleasant with him gone. All the girls together, just bonding and living our day. Now that he's back, no more driving to school. Damn. I hate taking the fucking subway. Hate public transportation. Well, I have a ton of library books that I need to return, mostly computer-related and advertising stuff for my policy speech.

I hate psychotically obsessing over all this nonessential shit that I'd rather not mention in a public weblog. It's completely distracting and I lose focus. I can spend hours pacing entirely lost in thought. All this random nonsense keeps popping up and I daydream in class, which is a fucked up thing to do, especially when it's a class you can't afford to fail. I'm surprised I haven't gone delirious from lack of sleep. My mission for next week is to get myself together before I break into a tirade about how much everything "sucks" or else just lapse into catatonic schizophrenia.