tunes: Dir en grey - Karma

I do not like the Raison Detre PV. No, Kyo, you are -not- supposed to be performing S+M antics on another girl! What are you doing???? I'm also sick of videos where we can't see your face. If I went to a concert and I couldn't see your face, I'd be pissed as hell and I'd let anyone and everyone know what a ripoff that is...a waste of money on my part. So knock it off with the masks. Your are not a member of Slipknot. Okay, maybe I'm just trying to make myself feel better knowing that Dir en grey will pretty much never perform in the US.

Maybe I should start looking for a job overseas? Despite all the SARS scare and whatnot. Hey, that would be fucking awesome if I could work in Japan, not knowing how to speak the language, but at least there'll be lots of anime and Japanese people! Plus the chances of me running into Dir en grey are higher! I'll go to every night club famous in Japan and try to get information. Kinda like that story from William Gibson's The Belonging. How a teacher who made a pretty good salary lost his job b/c of his hunt to find a strange woman he met in a nightclub. That's obsession for you. I'm still waiting for this obsession to simmer down to the point where I can sleep properly and walk around without this aching feeling that I have to, need to see Dir en grey live. Wow, just the thought of that frightens me. Seeing Dir en grey live. Whoa.