tunes:

I don't mind it when people use my wallpapers, I don't even mind it if they link from my site! If you ask, then I'll let you. If you comment with rude remarks, then why should I bother letting you use it? Either don't use it, or find some other place to upload the picture. Someone had alerted me regarding someone using my wallpaper, so I told them to inform them what happens when they direct link to someone's site. Yes folks, I am paying for hosting and bandwidth usage. I work two jobs and am not rich. Another thing, who really believes that the people who care about who is on your wallpaper are the people on the wallpaper themselves? (Wow, did that even make any sense?). Example: If you "borrow" a Keanu wallpaper, will Keanu Reeves (who didn't even MAKE the wallpaper) freak out about bandwidth usage? No. Surfer boy most likely doesn't give a shit. But those who do give a shit are those who are paying to make these pages/images available for use. I appreciate people using my wallpapers, but I think my wallpapers are crap anyway so don't even bother. XD

I just got home from work and I'm tired and pissy and I just want to shower and eat dinner. I'm really tired of this bullshit from ignorant people.

tunes: Portishead - Mysterons

I really want to see Shattered Glass after walking in and watching a bit of it between movies. I was ushering today, it's pretty easy, I would rather do that than candy. Anyway, schedule for this week at the Ritz East (yup, they are transferring me... I'll miss everyone!):

Sun - Catalyst (-), Ritz (11-5) (candy)
Mon - Catalyst(9-5), Ritz (6-10:30) (box)
Tue - Catalyst (9-5), Ritz (off)
Wed - Catalyst (9-5), Ritz (off)
Thur - Catalyst (9-5), Ritz (6-10:30)(box)
Fri - Catalyst (9-5), Ritz (5-10:30)(box)
Sat - Catalyst (-), Ritz (5-11)(candy)

I'm currently watching the Flyers game. I'm going to miss watching hockey, although I don't know if it's as bad as missing Sunday football. Or MNF. Well, at least I'll have money. We only get paid every two weeks, so I'll have to dig into my bank account to pay my bills XD

Heh, what is happening to my brain? I always run out of things I want to say whenever I get on my blog. Eh, I'm going back to studying ASP :D

tunes: Gackt - Fragrance

Ahhh, what a week. I'm off Thanksgiving (unfortunately), but I'll be getting out early today, although I don't know what to do, should I go home or just wait until my shift tonight? Ehhh...

Monday: Catalyst 9-5, Ritz 5:30-10:30
Tuesday: Catalyst 9-5, Ritz 5:45-10:30
Wednesday: Catalyst 9-2, Ritz 6-10:30
Thursday: Catalyst (off), Ritz (off) HAPPY THANKSGIVING!
Friday: Catalyst (off), Ritz 11-5
Saturday: Catalyst (-), Ritz 11-5

About the Ritz so far, I'm really lucky b/c the people are INCREDIBLY nice and great, very helpful folks, plus they give me so many hours and will let me work on weekends and holidays. The pay really sucks, it's minimum. The first time I've gotten something less than $6. When I first worked at Blockbuster and my internship, I made $6. That still isn't very good, but it's enough. Plus, I need the hours and the perks at the Ritz are nice, I mean, it's my favorite theatre chain and I love to watch movies, so getting free tix would be worth it :D As always, I'm -still- waiting to get fired. I'm hoping I'll get a clue first so I could quit before they fire me. I just started training this week, it's only been two nights and there was a promo screening so it was pretty hectic for a bit. I saw a lot of the Temple MIS department there :)

I haven't played video games in what seems like forever. I'm anxiously waiting for the next live action Sailor Moon to come out from TV-Nihon. I like the girls so far, Jupiter is pretty, took me a while to warm up to her. My favorite is Rei, I loved her in the anime (although I really didn't watch the anime that much at all, but she was the one I'd always root for). She's just really pretty and I like her character and attitude. I guess she kinda reminds me of myself, although she's pretty and has great style ^^;;

The GTO live action special was good, although a lot of it was rehashed from past stories, but I loved the new stuff and more interaction between the two leads. The movie...ehhhh.... didn't like it at all. Where were all the characters from the series?? I'm a big Takashi Sorimachi and Nanako Matsushima fan now, I hope to see all their movies and their doramas. They are married and I often wonder if they have kids. Also, Nanako is the highest paid actress (or just actor) in Japan, so I heard. I mean, she was in Ringu, which was a pretty popular movie there and in the US.

Well, I'm gonna go eat some of those wonderful blueberry cream cakes. I need to eat something mushy and soft because my wisdom teeth have been bothering me again, damn it!

tunes: Gackt - Dears

Aww, finished watching the live action Great Teacher Onizuka series last night, such a happy ending :D I'm trying to download the special and movie right now, although these files are about 700MB each and seeds are very little :( I can't wait to see them, we've been watching the anime here just to compare the two. Ha, I can't believe we watched all 12 episodes in like 3 days, it's like I come home and spend about 3 or 4 hours watching Japanese TV shows. It's awesome.

tunes: Ayumi Hamasaki - Evolution

Haha, I finally have something to talk about. Someone left this entry in my guestbook, but unfortunately did not leave a name or any contact info. Dang.

"i hate you.i hate how you use gay like it's a bad term. your shallow and you think youre hard core.quit trying to be somthing youre not. "

Wow, someone hates me. Okay, that's no big deal. The 'gay' thing. I'm wondering if this person is talking about what I said about the Gackt video (which was, I have to admit, gay and I don't mean that in any derogatory way. Watch the Mirror video, I can't describe it any other way. After seeing the Vanilla live performance, it's hard to think of Gackt as perfectly straight.) or if this has something to do with the deviantart site and my image. Honestly, I am NOT NOT NOT a homophobe at all. I think that I use 'gay' to often refer to things that I don't like, it's a bad habit that I picked up from those around me, but I don't mean to make it a reference to homosexuality. Yeah, BAD HABIT NEED TO STOP. So I can apologize for that, haha ^^;;;

Shallow. Ouch. I really don't think I'm shallow at all, but I guess that's just stemming from using 'gay' in a negative way. Next.

Hardcore. Being something I'm not. A hardcore WHAT? Like I'm tough? Gah, that's so funny. Yeah, I'll kick your ass in Diablo II o.O Ha, I can't even do that. I have an 89 zon that will get torn apart by anyone (so my dueling skills are lame, I'm not built for PvP). Er, anyway. Anyone that knows me will tell you I'm a huge dork, completely non-threatening, and I'm definitely not "hardcore" in any cool way. I'm not even hardcore in DII (that means you play as a mortal, lmao, I wouldn't last into Act 2). Hmmm.... I don't even know what I'm a hardcore fan of.... I like too much stuff, I have too many hobbies. Okay... as for being something I'm not. I don't think I act a certain way, or try to be anything. I don't even try to be cool! I take pride in being a complete dork with no social life and no friends. I guess maybe I'm a wannabe outcast? Is that what they meant? Hmph. Darn. I tried so hard to be excluded from everyone. I guess I'm not complete outcast yet. Dammit. Maybe I should start cutting myself XD I need some enlightenment.

I'll be changing my page. I think I should make the iframe smaller and move some stuff over to the other side. I don't like it that people will have to scroll twice if they are on a lower resolution (800x600). Poor poor indeed. Feh. I hate playing with tables XPPPPP

Moving on.....

tunes: Baroque - Cherry King

New Kyo avatars:



Ha, I guess I really miss the little guy. Just watching the Eagles game right now, leading the Giants 7-3. Worked for a few hours last night, lots of kids there. Yup. Downloaded some new videos, two Gackt: a really, really gay video for Mirror, and an amazing live performance for the song Fragrance. I lovelovelove this song! I'll probably put the song on my Xanga then start doing mp3 rotations. Maybe. XD Downloaded Baroque in Singapore, one is a short Q+A before they performed Tight, then the Tight performance, although it isn't complete :( Ahhhh, it's Monday tomorrow! Boooo.....

tunes: Chara - Yuugure no Uta

New avatars:


:D

tunes: Garbage - Dumb

My site doesn't seem balanced does it? I'm open to suggestions on ways to fix it, what to add, etc, etc. I'll try shifting some of the layout content around, make it a little more even :) CJ suggested moving the wallpaper thumbs over to the right as well as the tagboard. I'll do that later today if I have time. I hate messing with tables.

Okay, last night, finally, finally saw MTV's Room Raiders with the anime otaku. The moment I saw her, I was like "this is it, this is the Deg ep!" It was too obvious. The girl was the whole nine yards. What does she love to do? Cosplay. What outfit was she wearing? Gothic. Man, but seeing Kyo on the wall, in his Kisou look. Fucking PRICELESS. When is something like this ever going to happen again? Unless I show up at TRL wearing a Deg shirt or carrying a Deg poster for no reason. Ah, but the money shot... "I strictly like Asians". Okay, I should have expected this, and I DID, I just didn't expect her to say it on national television! So I was rolling around on my bed, hopping all over the place laughing and acting like a madwoman. It was just too damn much.

I can't post on Zanga b/c they are updating their systems. Probably implementing their new "pay" feature so that it'll no longer be free :T I certainly wouldn't be surprised. As much as I hate Zanga, my friends are there and it's easy for me to see if they've updated, what they've been up to, etc, etc.

Oh yeah, I finished downloading what I thought was Battle Royale, but it looks like it isn't. There was a bunch of Japanese text before I saw the words "Battle Royale", so the movie could've just featured someone who starred in the movie or was invovled somehow. It's a Kinji Fukasaki film, whoever that is. Well, I could always look for the DVD on eBay :D

tunes: Gackt - Fragrance

Gah. I need patience. I'm lacking.

Edit: Okay, I finished with the additions. Nothing grand, but a lot more stuff to look at. I'm getting tired of seeing the same Kyo avatars on rotation so I'll try to make more for him as well as others I've been meaning to get around to (ie, Angelina Jolie, Emma Frost, etc, etc). Since the site is featuring Ryo, I'll try making some for him as well! :D I'm hungry so I'm gonna try to eat dinner.

tunes: Baroque - Cherry King

Okay, if you're looking at this and it's crappy, it's b/c I'm currently updating it live and I don't care about making it live during testing phase. XD

tunes: Jay-Z - Can't Knock the Hustle

I'll be adding stuff to the site. I hate not having any interactivity. There's nothing to do here! Blah.... Hur Hur hur I was watching TRL when I got home b/c I was sick from the cold and G Unit were there wearing these big gold chains and people in the audience were wearing them, too and I kinda just sat there amused by all of it wondering how G Unit's performance could actually be entertaining to them. I thought the kiss he gave Madonna was really cute, though :) Oh yeah, I made a promise to myself that someday I will install moveable type. Someday being the operative word here. Someday.....

tunes: Baroque - Gakidou

Okay, no more bitching about loading times. I took out a lot of stuff, there's no more Kyo (*sniff*) because he's been replaced by Ryo. Not that I completely hate Kyo or anything. Just changing boys :D Yeah, anyway, I hate playing with tables and what you're seeing is a table within a table. That's because the image is sliced and Adobe sticks it in a table for you to make life a little easier. Hooray for nested tables! I'm completely absorbed in ASP so I don't even remember how to do PHP. LUCKY FOR ME, cyberpixels doesn't support Microsoft ASP (shakes fist at cyberpixels...damn you!!!!). Soooo, if you do manage to see any ASP code, it's most likely linked from brinkster.com. Let's dance for free ASP hosting! Wheeeee!

I got a haircut today. I walked in like, okay, I just want a trim. I looked in those old ratty books with hairstyles from people who got snatched by hair stylists b/c people thought they weren't fine the way they were and saw a nice one of an Asian girl (of course) with hair that was like mine pre-cut but...nicer. I buckled, however, and just got it cut short again. (-.-) Now my hair won't be long enough for spring! Aggghhhhhh!!!!! I wish I wasn't weak and so damn damn lazy.

Speaking of lazy, I didn't finish the calendar I was supposed to make. Hehe. Er, maybe I should work on that. Cheers for infinite loops and syntax errors! W000000tttttt!!!!