music: Melt-Banana - Excess

Last night I had volunteered to take the box over for Hugo, because everyone likes him and it's just WRONG for him to be contained. It was crazy last night because the 7pm show for Brokeback Mountain nearly sold out (27 out of 295 tickets were left). I was freaking out because I didn't want to be off in my drawer, it turns out I was about .50 cents short so it wasn't too bad.

Today, I was opening in the box and at the end of the day, I'm frackin' $10 short! I was absolutely devastated and just so disappointed in myself. The managers made it sound like it was no big deal but I didn't feel that way at all. I left feeling horribly miserable, even though Fran handed me over the pilot to Twin Peaks. I was close to tears and I started to contemplate quitting over it. I was thinking that I probably would've felt better if I was punished for it, like getting written up. Or calling Ren to come over to the East and punching me (because she's got fists that would cause max damage). So yeah, I rarely work with money there, I'm usually usher or door, but I don't mind handling money. I feel like I let people down, that I'm no longer good at handling money (at work). Confidence is killed.

So, to make myself feel better, I headed over to Society Hill TLA Video and bought 5 DVDs. I bought the following Criterion Collection DVDs: Masculin Feminin (Godard), Yojimbo (Kurosawa), Sanjuro (Kurosawa), Jules and Jim (Truffaut), and I bought the non-Criterion Eraserhead. Nothing like adding to the huge pile of movies I need to watch.